Whatup! Whatup!
A little heads up, this will be a rant post. I'm not kidding.
"Number 21"
Last year, my birthday celebration felt like crap. I invited most of my friends and only a few showed up. How many exactly? Less than 5. I'm not being demanding, I just want my friends there to be with me when I celebrate. Sure, being with the family on my day is important, but what the EFF is a birthday without my friends being there?!
Gah. I'm upset, frustrated, sad and lost. Hell, I don't even wanna think about my 21st this weekend. Not even my 22nd next year. My 20th was bad, why can't my 21st be any different?
I'm starting to think that the following birthdays I'm going to have would be crap. Where to spend it so that both sides could come? I don't know. I can't do it Manila alone, because I'd want my Pampanga friends there. I can't do it in Pampanga, because my Manila friends can't go. WHY?! AAAHHH! Where and when can I have a decent gathering with most, if not all my friends being there?
I'm sorry. I'm on the loose right now. I can't think properly. Right now, it feels like I just wanna get through the 29th.
Too bad, Gab. Happy Birthday. Should it be happy? I dunno.
-BeatBoxMachine
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