Turn Things Around

Whatup! Whatup!

So Valentine's Day just passed me by, and I must say, it's wasn't all too good.

Does being busy attribute to the fact that we lose ourselves and our relationships? I can attest to that.

Sorry for being a sucky boyfriend. I wasn't the man Love wanted me to be on Valentine's Day. Why? 'Cause I was scheduled that day. I know it isn't any excuse, but I don't wanna blame anyone else but myself. I sucked that day. I shoulda done something, but I let myself get in the way.

We thought of breaking up, and we did, but minutes later, we felt like we just couldn't. Yes, we both want time to be alone and not think of the relationship, but what else did we have? We just couldn't help it.

I love that Love and I are like that. We fight, we breakup for a while, but we eventually find each other again. Some may find this thing tiring, but it isn't tiring if you know that you truly love someone.

I'm ultimately sorry for missing out this special day, I should've been the man that Love wanted me to be. I'll make-up for this. I have to. I've been a jerk, and I must make-up for my wrong doings.

I don't think I can be alone at this point. There are times that I want to be alone, but I don't think I can last. I love her, I want to be with her for as long as I can.


-BeatBoxMachine