Number 33

Whatup! Whatup!

Starting tomorrow, I have 33 days left to complete my system for thesis. I'm sorta starting to feel the pressure to finish it early. I want to finish it early, so that I have nothing else to think about. 33 days, Gab. I guess I still have time. One day at a time. Finish what I can in a day, and just maybe, I can finish the system in the next 2-3 weeks. I can do this, I know I can.

I get sudden thoughts about what to add to my system (Nerd much? Haha.) and it would look like, but there are times when I try to put into design and code, it doesn't come out right. I hope I put these ideas into action, so I don't have to keep changing features every time.

I wonder how my fellow thesis-takers are doing? I'm pretty sure they're doing better than I am. There's this gut feeling that I've been having the last few weeks, and its saying that they've done a shitload compared to mine. :| Talk about self-esteem. I know I can finish this. With a effort, patience and time, the system will come together. I have to finish this, I just know it. All I need the right motive to get me into gear. I don't wanna fail this one. I'm very close to graduating, and I don't wanna ruin my chances by deferring myself.

Deferred. The term just haunts me. No way do I wanna get deferred. I've been in school for far too long. Going 5 years in 2 different schools is a little too long for me. This term is crucial. I got Innersoul shit to deal with too, but I know thesis has to come first. I've slacked off for too long and it has to come to a stop.

PROCRASTINATION. Here is my MIDDLE FINGER. Come back some other time.

-BeatBoxMachine